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Monday, 07 July 2008

  • Time to Move On

    Ladies and gentlemen, it's been a huge pleasure writing on this blog for the past five years (with a one year break when I used pfinesong), but it seems that the time has come to move on to a sleeker generation of blogs. I will be checking or linking the few of you who still blog on this slowly dying blog engine called xanga ("dying" in my book is when only 3 or 4 people still blog regularly in your subscription of over 100). Please feel free to visit my new site, which has the most recent post (the latest one is quite a monster, but well worth reading).

    Thanks again for keeping up (whether actively or inactively through e-mail updates), and I hope to see you on the other side. Feel free to comment on your favorite finaynay/pfinesong xanga entry or moment, as this will be my last post here.

     
    Peace out!

Sunday, 06 July 2008

  • June in Review

    It's already July 6th, which means half of my summer break is already over! Here's what happened in June:

    Shadowing. Instead of spending 8 weeks doing a family medicine program, I spent 4 weeks shadowing an internal medicine doctor in a predominantly outpatient setting in Sunset Hills. After about 3 full days of literally being a shadow -- not getting to do much other than stand in a corner and watch my mentor doing everything from taking the patient history to doing the physical exam -- I decided shadowing can be very boring. The most I got to do was listen to irregular heartbeats maybe 10 times throughout the 4 weeks (that's out of 40 times 4 = 160 hours worth of shadowing, which means maybe one heartbeat listening every 16 hours... wow). However, I did get paid about $1k for 4 weeks, which isn't what I would get paid doing summer research but it was still better than nothing (which is what shadowing usually pays). Despite the boredom, I did experience a few epiphanies (remember, these epiphanies are from someone who had nothing to do other than stare at people all day):
    • The side and frontal view of a person's face can be dramatically different... I would observe a patient's side view mostly until they went up from the chair to the observation bed for the physical and wow, sometimes I was shocked by how different the two views were.
    • Women like to color their nails, whether you're a 20-something working person or a 50- or 60-something grandma.
    • As men get older, they develop man-breasts... I guess as you get older, skin in general sags and droops (see first line of third verse in the "Dr. Seuss on Aging" poem, which actually was posted on one of the cabinets in the doctor/nurse section in the back)
    • My most insecure body part are my fingers - I've found that some men's fingers are enormously thick and huge so that I ended up comparing my fingers with theirs.
    • On Tuesdays I would get out of clinic around 6:30pm - just in time for 7pm basketball nights at the church gym.  I would dream about playing basketball ALL DAY.... My favorite sound of the moment was the "nothing but net" sound you make as you make a nice, clean shot.
    • I got exposure to a lot more of the South and Southwest side of St. Louis - this is the intersection of a large Catholic population that STL is known for as well as the suburbs and boonies - so the patient population (mostly white, no surprise) was still somewhat diverse in geography... although everyone was insured (I never saw a single uninsured patient during my shadowing!)
    Moving from CWE to Shaw Neighborhood. So before I joined the 3 bedroom APT in the Central West End, there were originally 3 WashU med students. One of them ended up going to South Africa for AIDS research and I filled that open slot. Now that he is back, there are 4 of us and we needed more room if we were to live together, so we ended up finding and renting a 4BR home in the Shaw Neighborhood near Tower Grove Park and the Missouri Botanical Garden. I have to say it's quite different going from the WashU bubble for 4 years of college to the chic Central West End (lots of professionals and students) to now the Shaw neighborhood - each have different angles of the same city with very different feels to them. Whilst moving, I realized a few things:
    • I can be very controlling and my type A personality can come out... a lot
    • I love to fix and build things... if I had more experience I would like to do it more
    • I had Taco Bell for the first time in years (ever since WashU shut it down my sophomore or junior year due to protests by the "worker's rights" group and complaints about tomatoes being unjust) and it was very delicious
    • One man's trash is truly another's treasure - I picked up a few more books that one of my roommates was throwing out, as well as a USB cable I've been looking for
    • Packing and unpacking can be kind of like solving a puzzle
    • The best part of moving was having to hoist a queen bed frame onto the second floor (it would not fit up the stairs) and all the planning and excitement that went into it
    What I love best about our new place:
    1. It is literally a few blocks walking distance from the Missouri Botanical Garden
    2. No more elevators!
    3. We were up on the 11th floor, so there would be this constant windy sound, esp during stormy season in late spring and early summer... well, NO MO!

Tuesday, 01 July 2008

  • A realization

    Physically attractive girls, whether naturally or through the aid of make-up or a cute outfit, are a dime a dozen.

    But "an excellent wife who can find"?  That's the real challenge.

    From The Life of a God-Made Man (Dan Doriani), pp. 67-69:

    "The root of decline of marriage is the loss of a Christian concept of love. People get married for selfish reasons. Whether they want to have children or want someone to care for them, whether they seek a regular sexual partner or a cure for loneliness, egocentricity drives too much courtship and marriage. Whether it shows itself as lustful eros or a desire for the benefits of a traditional marriage, self-interest rules; and self-love cannot long sustain a marriage...

    "Marriages often start as a hot romance and end as a cool arrangement... For a man, attraction may begin with a woman's physical appearance. A woman may take more interest in a man's ability to provide... But after a while the fires of romance -- or perhaps it's infatuation -- burn low... If we marry for romantic feelings alone, and those feelings fade, the marriage faces a crisis. Someone may begin to think of leaving Or the romance degenerates into an arrangement...

    "A healthy marriage will manifest three faces of love, labeled by the Greek words agape, philia, and eros. Agape is the selfless, sacrificial, Christlike love that touches stranger, neighbor, enemy, friend, child, and spouse alike. Philia is attraction for a special friend whom we admire due to shared interests or skills, due to their humor or intellect, or due to their personality or approach to life. Eros is romantic, sensual love, when fingertips and lips pulse at the thought of contact. Marriage thrives on these three forms of love join [sic] together."

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

  • Rare 15 minute break

    I'm currently in my 3rd week of my 4-week "externship", where I'm basically shadowing an internal medicine doctor to get a better idea of that field.  I've seen a variety of patients but most of them are chronic patients coming in for follow-ups.  I'd say the average age that the physician I'm shadowing sees is 60 (lots of older patients... it's almost like I'm shadowing a geriatrician).   I'm pretty excited for next Friday when all this is over and I can get ready to vacation for a month - 2.5 weeks in Korea, 1 week in Hawaii, a couple of days in DC, and hopefully a few days in NYC and Boston.

    In other news, I've been moving from a 3 bedroom APT to a 4 bedroom house because we added a roommate.  It's been hectic and tiring to move everything but I think we're almost done.  We don't have internet yet so I have to write this from the clinic (right now, the doctor is seeing a rare patient who doesn't want a student in there with him) where I have internet access.

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